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I spend so much time being angry about my education, & how much I’m paying for it. The things that I temporarily store in my short-term memory for exams & quizzes, information that I will never actually retain, is what is determining my grades. I am being graded on how well I memorize, & not much else. Which is fucking bullshit. Because who gives a fuck about application if you can successfully memorize a few dates for a history quiz.
I remember one time my senior year
I was in the middle of a breakdown of my own at 2am.
As I was having a panic attack
my friend called me crying and asked if
I’d take her to the hospital and not tell anybody.
I pulled myself out of my own forest fire and went to pick her up.
When I got to her house she met me outside and
the sleeves to her sweater were bloody
and she was quietly crying,
but when she gor in the car I didn’t ask any questions.
I didn’t need to.
The silence spoke for both of us.
I stayed beside her in the hospital for 9 hours,
Held her hand,
and I hugged her a few times.
She saved me from my own demons
for the night
By allowing me to save her from her demons
for the night.
Demons For The Night, by Devyn Springer (via feelingsandwhatnot)